Order and Chaos, Life and Death
I am constantly reminded of the chaos factor when I
attempt to have an orderly life. I used to be such a list maker in an effort to
keep my life in order that I would plan my activities to a segmented portion of each day,
and never understood why things didn't work out the way I had planned (i.e.,
get that project finished BEFORE the event it was honoring), until someone much
smarter introduced me to the chaos factor.
The last couple of months have fine-tuned my perspective
on life, however, and although for the most part I gave up making lists long
ago, I did have that thought that I really couldn't set out to do what I wanted
until EVERYTHING was in its place and there was ORDER all around me. I also
feel like I need huge chunks of uninterrupted time in order to do what I want. And when I say
EVERYTHING I mean having all the tools I might
need at my disposal, and that everyone else's needs have been attended to, all
before I dig in. No more.
I have been lucky and blessed in my life to have not just
one BFF, but several. They are wonderful girls (ok, women) that are rich in spirit and beauty and spunk, and I love them all so much. One of those besties, Katrina,
experienced the loss of her mother last month, and another bestie passed
away Wednesday.
When Katrina's mother passed away, I was away from home
at a quilting retreat with another bestie. Feeling awful that I wasn't there
with Katrina and holding her hand while she suffered her loss, I called my
fabulous DH. He and my sister-in-law Robin immediately started cooking and took
several meals to Katrina and her family. It doesn't sound like much and I
certainly do not consider this a grand gesture, but I am a girl from and raised
in the South, and that is what my people do. I still felt awful that I wasn't
in person to do the cooking and delivering, but bless Katrina, she completely
understood.
The events that have happened in the last two months have
made me very aware of the limited time we have. I'm no longer waiting for my studio (or my life) to be in order, or waiting until I can get my hands on the
perfect tools, before I attack a project. I'm not going to obsess over the UFOs
sitting in boxes, although I do plan to get at least a few of them done. I will
no longer worry about all the other responsibilities I have when a loved one is
in need. It's time to live life.
I love my besties.
Happy quilting, and happy life,
Shari
I love my besties.
Happy quilting, and happy life,
Shari
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